UNLOOSED

Have you ever been tied up or in a tight position and you feel as though your back is as far against the wall as you can go? Then you know exactly where i have been , the devil had me so drug down that i did wonder if i would ever come out of that mess. Well i am so glad to tell you that he has and i am coming out more and more little by little. there are so many layers to this christian walk,more than i ever . Just when i thought i had a handle on things he ups and surprises me with a whole new thought or insight into this world of His. Sometimes i have felt so alone on this journey, like it was only me and the Lord. And that is partly true, but i have such a wonderful family in the Lord that he has given me. Some roads you just have to walk alone, of course that is where the valley comes in and then the trust and faith that we all come to this sooner or later. I am learning alot on this road about different people and how some will take things and some won't, i am not learned in anything about the Lord so all i know to do is let Him show me what is right and leave things alone
All i really want to do is follow with ALL my heart. I believe that is what really counts.

I am the worst blogger of them all, but my computer tore up and i had to get another one.
Everything id going well here at the Haworth household, We are awaiting thanksgiving and christmas and are thinking of new ways to celebrate the season. our children are not children anymore and they are not as interested in presents as much.. this is a new thing for us and such a change in our relationship to a new adult level.more later.....

BIG DADDYS BIRTHDAY!!!

Hey everyone!!! today is my beloved's birthday and we are celebrating with a steak dinner and a few presents. We were so excited that our son Travis has been brought home safe and sound by our Lord!!!Woo-Hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am feeling a abit under the weather today and i wish i did not but oh well. Today has been a wonderful day. Alissa came and joined us today and she is so wonderful i hope that she will be my daughter in law!!!hint, hint!!!!
We are so blessed to have her for our son

trusting and waiting....no matter how the situation looks

Well it certeinly has been a long time since i wrote anything. I am hoping and in anticipation about my son Travis who has said that he wants to come back home and was supposed to be here tonight but it is almost 705 and he has yet to arrive. I am filled with anticipation for all that the Lord can do for him, and yet so many are telling me that he needs to go and let a professional help him. What do we have conviction for then? How can we fully trust on the name of our Savior if we are saying that he has no power but over this and that. I made up my mind to fully trust him about this situation and so far i have seen the Lord work so many miracles and am waiting for him t come back and be the man i know that the Lord can make him.
I got more bad news today the very good friend whom i told you about earlier is not going to make it the doctors say. she is going home to live out the time she has left at home and that just has hurt me so bad i do not understand why they turn back to this way of life where there dis nothing but death. i have been battling about teaching sunday school and i feel like i am crazy sometimes. i want to do only what the Lord tells me to do. i want to work for him i am so afraid of sllipping back and getting cold i wish He would just tell me and let meknow. it is not always easy to wait upon the Lord and all i can do is trust him.

alot to ponder......

Yesterday i got word that a dear friend was very sick and in the hospital, the news was very heartbreaking since she had quit going to church with us and i am unsure if she is going anywher e else..... I seen the Lord do a miracle in her life 4 years ago. I seen her go from very sick to just absolutly beaming in the Masters love. I pray that she will turn back to the only thing that can help her. The last few weeks have been very trying at work, home, and even at church. I can't seem to get my act together and the only thing that I get when I pray about my sunday school class is that i am done. I seem to have lost my focus and the devil is trying to discourage at every turn. The good thing is that many of the ones that have been going thru valleys seem to be coming out of them. I am glad that he still answers prayers even from me.. there is something about being close to him that i long for..

Hope to share more pictures soon also, this blogging thing is so new to me, but i do like it

Jesus is watching over us.

This is the third post this morning but i can't help it!! I never knew how to do this before. Now to tell you about my job. The Lord has given me a great white field to work in and I am trying not to take that for granted. When He is looking down on me from above I hope that He is pleased. I seem to fail so much but i am trying and want to constantly be moving toward my heavenly home and the word says that he is constantly pruning us so i get that quite alot!! I work at a doctors office with about 42 other people. I work in the lab with 2 others that have come to be family to me. First there is Julie and she is also saved a truly a blessed sister in the Lord for me. We often come and "reason together" about the WORD. We have shared the blessed HOLY SPIRIT coming down in our lab, and joy has often taken over us!!!
Nanette is the other blessing in my life, she is a child of God in the making i believe. She has been the subject of many prayers that we have sent up for her. Jesus is truly working on her and I am seeing the evidence of the Unseen Hand. ISN'T THAT WONDERFUL!!!
Well i better go now and get started on the housework, talk to you all soon.

My Family

Now it is time to introduce you to my family. I am married to Kenny and he is so special to me. We have a deeper relationship now than before, Jesus makes your marriage so much more. Our first son is Bobby and he is 20 yrs old and in his last year of college. He is such a blessing and is truly trying to do everything right according to the Lord. Travis is my next and my baby boy, he is 19 years old and walks to the beat of his own drum, but I am trusting in the Lord to bring him home. Crystal rounds out the last and she is our baby girl, she is 17 years old and newly born again ( thank you LORD).

my testimony

The first thing I would want to share with everyone is my testimony, I was saved on October 17, 2004 at New Freedom Baptist Church in Blaine Tennessee. It was the most amazing experience I have ever had. Apostle Paul was correct when he said "all the things i used to want to do i don't want to do anymore" that was certiently the truth for me! I immedietly asked to be taken to the river and be baptised. Yes!!!

I was a new creature and just as free as these birds! Freedom has never felt this wonderful, since that time everything has been different, do you know what I mean? It has almost been 5 years since that day and Jesus has given me a Sunday School Class and a desire for seeing lost souls saved.